most mornings i eat eggs

sleeping in is something i stopped doing forever ago.
it is natural to rise with the sun
and eat eggs.
i make them with extra salt. and ketchup.
they become not eggs

in my bedroom, eating alone
it is a massacre
sitting naked on the floor i let my gut hang over
and try not to think about anything, especially not masturbating
i know that eventually ill have to leave my room
there is too much weight, too much
to dream of pubic hair
and the clitoris

eggs themselves are depressing really
they may be the root of my problem